hmm ~ esok last nk maen tenet. sbb lusa da nk start skolah. and bila da nk start skolah, bermakna da nk PMR . so mom say no more internet for me. what can I do ? she's my mom and she got a point . If I continue with my internet , my result would be bad. oh crap. I don't want that .


I always online using mobile so takleh nk tegur orang sgt kat fb. bukak tab facebook, pastu bukak tab youtube, pastu bukak tab mcm2 . lagi2 cerita Korean ngan Jepun. so tkde masa nk tegur orang. kalo on kat lappy senang la. senang sket nak tegur .

Selama ak tk tegur dia, i feel so lonely. He actually made my day . tpi selama ak tk tegur, ak sebenarnya buat latihan utk diri ak sendiri sama ada ak bleh tk hidup tanpa chatting ngan dia. Alhamdulillah berjaya. it's for my own sake. but I have to honest with myself, I'm actually miss him a lot. and rasa sayang and jealous tu bertambah . aiyaa. but that worth it. cause nnti ak takkan on for a year. how am I possibly live like that ?? huhuhu . sad life.

Hope he doing fine. ak nk sgt tau progress dia camne tpi , nk wat camne en. da tkleh nk on. asyik ngan tusyen je. dia pon ada keje sendiri. tkpelah. cukup la da dapat jumpa dia ^^ forever be my sweet memories~ biarlah dia hidup ngan cara dia, ak hidup ngan cara hidup ak. I lean from time to time. the meaning of all this . and know I know. how painful love is . but what can I do. dah fitrah alam ^^

Semoga dia jumpa orang yg menyayangi dia dan tk melukakan dia mcm org2 laen buat . All the best for you ! Go on and continue your journey, I'll continue mine ! *actually feeling sad about it*

kay ah. mata da ngantok . lusa da nak skolah. sad life of me. huhu. Assalamualaikum ^^

Sincerely,
Suho's wife , Shin ~